‘Diagnosed sociopath’ reveals things they enjoy that may ‘disapoint others’

A TikToker who claims to have been diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder (ASPD) has spoken about why he ‘enjoys’ certain emotions that others don’t like.

Although you won’t be diagnosed with ‘sociopathy’ specifically, if you exhibit certain behaviors associated with it you may be diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder (ASPD).

And the TikToker who claims to have been diagnosed with ASPD and narcissistic personality disorder and calls himself a “narcissistic sociopath” is using his platform to let people know what it’s like to live with this condition.

What exactly is psychopathy?

The National Library of Medicine defines psychopathy as a ‘neurological disorder characterized by poor emotional responsiveness, lack of empathy, and poor behavioral control, often resulting in persistent social and behavioral deviance. of crime’.

And in a video posted to her page earlier this month, TikToker Delta – who goes by @dammitdelta – explains that she was 26 when she first realized that most people don’t enjoy emotions like hate and hatred. anger’.

He continues: “I knew that some people didn’t like that feeling. But I really didn’t know that many people are not happy to hear those things.

Delta is happy.

Realizing that this was ‘not normal’ he decided to try to dive deeper into why this was happening.

‘I enjoy feelings of hatred because they are powerful’

“For me, my ASPD blocks and inhibits a lot of my emotions,” she reflects.

“That being said, I think I enjoy feelings like hate and rage because they’re intense, they feel real. Most of my emotions are fleeting or very quiet and there’s no need to feel the truth.

“It inspires me and gives me a sense of happiness when I often feel like I have nothing.”

And this lack of focus could have serious consequences for Delta as well.

He reveals that he ‘never realized how clear it is [her] feelings lead to [her] engaging in reckless behavior’ or even ‘seeking feelings such as hatred or anger’ such as seeking ‘fights with other people’

Being ‘apathetic’ is a common feeling

The emotion he feels ‘very strongly’ is anger and because he has no ‘anger issues’ the emotion brings him a ‘feeling of excitement’ more than other emotions and allows him to feel true and as a person. ‘.

Delta makes it clear when it talks about anger it is talking about higher levels or ‘anger’.

He added: “The daily low level of anger and frustration that I feel is very good.

The TikToker ends up rejecting the idea that he “doesn’t have emotions,” instead explaining that he struggles with “emotional control” and has a different “limited perspective.”

He concludes: “I love the power of emotions like hate, whereas for most people hate and anger seem like something that causes them anxiety, that doesn’t feel good to them, that feeling feels good to me. I want them.

If you or someone you know is struggling or struggling, help is available at Mental Health America. Call or text 988 to reach the 24-hour crisis center or chat on 988lifeline.org. You can reach the Crisis Text Line by texting MHA to 741741.